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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

A Letter to a Future Wife

Dear you,

If only I know your whereabout now.

I do not know where you are, let alone who you are at all evidence. You could be someone whom I have met and known, or probably the total reverse, and even worst, there could be chances that you never really exist even until my mortal life is over one day.

But it is always in my favorite manner to let you know, God bless whoever you are, about what I have here inside the very cavity of my chest; the feelings that have grown so mature now that it beats rhythmically with my own heart, for you to listen to me, and here goes all the things that I have always wanted you to know, every little thing that I have always wanted to say.

You,

If only I could have expressed the amount of warm love I have collected over the years for you right now; of how much I would take you at my full capacity, how much I would put my effort into play just to keep the relationship going at full speed forward and never at all slipped to a complete halt, and how much I am willing to sacrifice my everything just to carve that flawless smile on your very lips to brighten my weatherbeaten days.

Never again my nights will be so bloody empty and never again the otherwise sunny days appear to be so gloomy.

I shall love you to the very end. I shall decorate your empty walls with pretty colors and beautiful words that I could ever come out with. I shall love you before, during and after I shake that old man's hand while everyone is watching and announce that very special sentence for everyone to hear, that will tie the loose knot in between us both, with you sitting over there next to your mother in the best wedding dress ever, smiling at me in tears.

I shall love you in makeup, I shall love you looking your very worst.

I shall hug you each and every night while we sleep just for you to know that I am there to protect you from even the slightest blow of the coldest of wind, even when you are dead mad at me over little things you could possibly be mad with. I shall sleep after you and wake up right before you do, just to have a glance at how peaceful you look when you are deep in your dreams.

I shall take care of you from every little pinch that you get along the way. I will stay up during stormy nights just to keep you company and blanket you from the hitting coldness, so that you could comfortably rest in the warmth of my guard. I shall rub your head gently every time you fall with fever, and stay by your bed all day long ready with cold orange juice and hot chicken soup in case you need any.

I shall write and read you poetry of the prettiest kinds.

I shall be there with you while we are having our very first baby, holding your hand tightly and rubbing off sweat from your forehead as you struggle to deliver. And I shall bring our baby to you myself and kiss you on your forehead with the brightest from every smile a new father could have possibly came out with, thanking you for all you have done that all nine months.

I shall build us a home on a hill facing the sea with a big lawn where we will sit every evening looking at sunset while you rest your head on my shoulder and I caress your hair gently without a word spoken in between us both. And this home will always be there for us even when we are old and the kids have grown up having their own families, doing the same damn thing we use to do every evening without getting at all bored at it.

I shall always listen to your problems and comfort you out even when you do not ask for one. I shall lend you my shoulder for you to hang on to and my chest for you to wet with your tears. I will endlessly offer you tissues and paper towels and even my own shirt until you let everything all out without me urging you to stop at all, because I know you need to cry just to feel right about things again. All I will do is to hug you and hush you with a whisper or two until you fall asleep on me.

I will do everything, everything at all just to keep that smile on your face.


* * *


But then again, I hope you would accept me the way I am.

I am just another ordinary man you could easily find standing purposely at a corner of a busy street. I do not have anything to offer. I do not own any wealth, let alone anything that promises us of such this very moment, but given enough time, patience and faith I promise you that there will come a day when we will not have to anymore worry about wealth at all. I shall work hard within my best capacity every and each day; going out early in the morning and come home later in the evening to keep the food on the table for you and the kids, even when I have to stay hungry the whole day.

I, too, am a man of many flaws. I could probably at times forget how to love; I might at times fail to become anymore perfect like you have always wished for; I could at times lose my temper over little things, hurt you unintentionally with my words, and every other thing that you find disappointing about me. And should that happens, I would want you to know that I am totally sorry, for I am only human and I could have not have an entire control over myself at all time, for the reasons that we all lose ourselves every now and then just to show how human we all are.

I hope you will read this, whoever you are.

And I just hope that this will not end as just another meaningless hope.


* * *

I am halfway from you now.
Please don't be late.
But then again if you will be, I'd still patiently wait.



38 comments:

Voluptuous Vixen said...

auww so sweet... im sure she's out there.. when she gets to read this letter, she'll be smiling non stop!

MiLuViA said...

i wish i'll get that letter someday.

Mighty Jacksparrow said...

thank you, the both of you.

expecting, aren't you hajar?

VV, she better be.

~riena~ said...

omg....this is just remarkably amazing..speechless sgt time bace..heh
sweet!! shes out there somewhere..i know shes gonna blush n tears of happiness will be her company while reading this.:)

cik jaa said...

jack,nak kad jemputan taw =)

**terasa aura mcm jack sudah bersedia mahu kawen =p

Farah said...

Stuju ngan Cik Jaa =)

yaya said...

Salam...
blog walking...
what a beautiful letter you wrote...
A letter that should be sent to every women to be a reminder of how wonderful they are..
i even had misty eyes reading this..
may you find that lucky girl someday..

Mighty Jacksparrow said...

cik jaa: nope. m not getting married anytime soon.

riena: thanks, you.

yaya: hello, you.

farah: neh.refer to y reply to cik jaa

JuLia d BuBbLes said...

shwweetttt!!!

p/s:blogwalking :)

Mighty Jacksparrow said...

thank you, miss.

CoNnie said...

Good Luck to you and your future wife. Whoever she'll be =)

Mighty Jacksparrow said...

why thank you, connie. i appreciate it :)

ciK giNcu said...

:))

Faraheen Hazirah said...

Awwwww she's so lucky! :)

Rrietwit said...

Woww,, jus wow that's all i can say captain *thumb up*

Mighty Jacksparrow said...

thanks cik gincu, Rie & Farah ;)

finn.infinite said...

dude. kata revisited. ada tambah2 tak? tak perasan

Didiey R. said...

Awwwww..sweet :)

Mighty Jacksparrow said...

finn: nope. still as it was before.

Didiey: thanks ;)

crimson said...

2 words SUPER AMAZING!
&may u find that special lady (:

Mighty Jacksparrow said...

Thank you, Crimson ;)

Umihannie said...

This is an amazing hard-rock-rifting-with-punk-energy piece of work!

*Suddenly, many a girl would wish they were this girl*

Qila Azali said...

Beautiful. I cried while reading this. Be strong mister. I hope everything will be okay soon insyaAllah.

Nrshlaa S. said...

This letter really touched my heart. It's beyond beautiful :')
When i'm reading this, i was smiling, and imagining it.
Hoping that she'll appear soon, insya'Allah :) Amin.

HunnyDippz said...

Beautiful. :)

Zuraida said...

J, the letter is like music every girl dreams of listening, to have a better half who expresses even a para of what you wrote can make a heart dance.

It'll definitely reach the one someday, if its not already read.

Fasihah Rahmat said...

I wish for a man like this. :,) God? Do u hear me...

azie said...

Aww, this is really nice and sweet. You made me shed tears.

Here's hoping you'll meet the girl of your dreams and I will meet someone who will write something like this for me =)

#ciksuzlin said...

ok. super. super. super. duper sweet. level infinity.

Makcik Kay said...

wow! such a hopeless romantic.
But things aren't always as we hope to be.
Allah knows best.

Nur Farahana said...

U better be sure to do all those "shalls",
I'll marry u right away, like right now, hahaha

By the way, a good one.

Nani Rifai said...

Hi! i know im 3 years late in commenting on this post (considering i came across this post only last night and it was dated in 2009 :p)....but i find it really sweet of you to write this letter... or maybe im just a hopeless romantic.... ;D

Loving this blog already!

wani said...

As salam...haa,aku la orangnye..hahaha,juz joking..btw,abam jacksparrow(as mentioned in blogimba) ol d best finding the one (^^,) tally ho!

Farah Honey said...

what a lovely letter.. i hope that my future hubby give me some sort of this letter... :)

Farah Honey said...

what a lovely letter... i hope that i get some kind of this letter from my future hubby... gud luck on ur journey! :) insyaAllahh...

lovely husna said...

nice word.:)

NHazirah said...

This letter had me to cause to pour forth while I was busy searching for journals during this late hour. Well done and keep writing, you :)

A. said...

Phewwww so sweet!

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