Sometimes all I ask for is solitude.
Away from everything. Everything I've got. Everything I've ever wanted. Withdraw myself from the world and into the state of nothingthness. Where everything doesn't matter. Where there is no sound and light coming after. No communication. No argument. No debate. No convincing. No ass-licking just to make some people happy. No toleration. Feeling neither good or bad. No love and no hate. Pure ignorance. Pure negligence. Empty. Still. No mask to hide true feelings. No smiling. No frowning. Just utter blankness. And that's all I ever ask for. Because I just want to feel better.
Is that so much to ask for?